How Bullying affected my belief

At first, while I was growing up and being bullied, I asked God for justice and vengeance.

Later I became self-conscious of my of my own imperfections and tried to do the impossible: to be perfect, so that I would still have the right to ask for justice.

Finally I realized what was impossible, became depressed and hoped for mercy.

Then I realized we are all only human, and hoped for compassion and love. I still hate injustice by the strong though.

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